Topsy Turvy Hall Family

Boy Oh Boy

2010-03-09T20:53:00.003-05:00

We found out last month that we are having a boy at the end of June! At the same time I was blessed with a new job opportunity through St Joseph's Hospital in Greensboro Ga and a weekend job at Doctor's Hospital in Augusta. The reason(s) that I begin this post with such boasting is that it reminds me at what our Heavenly Father blesses each and every one of us with and even moreso what He expects of us.

Darrel has one year left in his program and then he'll be able to sit for his registry and begin work. We've been able to make ends meet with help from our families at integral times and now we've been afforded the opportunity to become self-reliant and give back to those who have offered help in the past.

Heavenly Father has given us trials so that we can strengthen or testimonies and faith in the gospel. I am awestruck at the blessings and tools He gives unto us so that we can overcome these trials that we face. I can't believe the ways that blessing come to us as we magnify our callings and follow his commandments. I am far from being good at magnifying my callings or perfectly following commandments, but when I put forth an earnest effort and ask for strength to compensate for my weaknesses I am able to see blessings in many shapes and forms and I realize that Heavenly Father will guide our lives if we allow Him to do so.

Here is our picture of our newest addition (no name has been agreed on at this time)

Merry Christmas Indeed

2009-12-26T17:05:00.008-05:00

Sara at Chuck E Cheese's. This was her Christmas present from me and Darrel

Sara passed out on Christmas Eve while she was taking a bath. She didn't even get to make her Santa Cookies, but mommy did and Santa sure did enjoy them;)

My Christmas present to our parents! We are due sometime mid summer

Sara doing a dance at her Christmas party

Me and Sara at her Christmas party. She had such a great time!!

And as you can see the days leading to Christmas Day have been filled with hope and excitement. This has been one of the best holiday's I've experienced in a long while. I hope next year is even better. Merry Christmas to all!!

What a wonderful time of year!!!

2009-12-04T20:55:00.002-05:00

I have learned that the busier I am the harder it is for me to fool with the computer and keep up with my blog. However, we had a wonderful Thanksgiving and we were able to get together with all of our family and even pose for some pictures outdoors. Hopefully we'll get the pics by Christmas so that we can post them up;)

Sara really learned about Thanksgiving at her school and even dressed as a pilgrim during their Thanksgiving feast. Now she is planning to celebrate the birth of Jesus and participate in a birthday party for Him next week.

Darrel is performing very well in school and has been elected to the vascular sonography tract of his degree as he so desired. His first quarter of school is winding down and he is in the top 10 percent of his class. How proud we are of him and his work!!

I am really learning to love my job. I can control my own schedule, and I am seeing that my skills are really helping people gain back independence which they lost through one way or another. Now I am working on studying to take my national boards so that I can continue to work and support my family.

We are so grateful for the many blessings we find daily that have been given to us. I am surprised often at how much our Savior and Heavenly Father really love us! What a marvelous gift we have been given to have the restored gospel in our lives and know that our Savior has made a way for us to return to live with Them if we learn to live Their commandments.

Sara's Foot

2009-09-04T21:13:00.002-04:00

This is what Sara's leg and foot look like 4 weeks after surgery. The picture is a little blurry because it is from my phone, but you can see the pins on the right side and the dark black lines are dried blood from the incisions.

I know this looks a little gory, but her foot actually looks normal. I wish I had taken a picture of her foot before surgery so that everyone else could see the difference.

She is now in a short-leg cast that is black with a pink spiral stripe going down to her toes like a candy cane. It will still be a couple of days before she can walk by herself because her leg muscles are weak and she is unsure of her abilities. She is progressing great and amazes me every day at how well she is recovering.

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Darrel only has three weeks left to work before he starts school and he is oh so ready for that day to come.

I just received my temporary OT license and I have a tentative start date of September 14th. I am so excited about my new job and being able to apply all that I have learned so that I can help other people!

Sara's Surgery

2009-08-12T22:23:00.004-04:00

Sara's surgery was last Thursday at Scottish Rite in Atlanta. She wasn't too happy to be there because we had prepared her for what she would experience, but the nursing and staff did an excellent job in making her feel happy. When they brought her to her room for pre-op they gave her a medication that made her loopy. And boy was she ever that!! She even told her surgeon that he was in the way of her tv when he came in to answer any last minute questions;))

She was a trooper! We weren't able to walk back to the OR with her, but she went on a Dora the Explorer hunt to find her room and did not fuss.

When she came out of surgery she was a little sick, but energetic and kept us laughing.

She has been home since Sunday afternoon and has been off her pain medication since Monday night. She can maneuver a wheelchair like a professional. She has also learned how to scoot on the floor and transfer from the couch to the wheelchair with minimal assistance.

Sara begins Pre-K at her new school on Tuesday Aug 18th. She is very excited and is ready to meet her new teacher. They only attend school until 12 noon and then she will be with the other 4 year olds in the child care center until Darrel or I can pick her up.

Darrel also received his school schedule for the Fall quarter and is pleased as he will be at University Hospital for all of his classes and furthermore doesn't start until 1pm on Mondays.

I have a job awaiting my license through the state of Georgia. It will be a wonderful change to be able to get paid for work.

Boy how time flies??

2009-07-29T22:12:00.002-04:00

I never thought I would spend an entire month without once blogging!

I have less than 2 days remaining in my clinical rotations and already have a job lined up.

As you all know Darrel has been formally accepted into the Cardiovascular Technology program at Augusta Tech this fall.

And more importantly, Sara will be having her surgery next Thursday at Scottish Rite in Atlanta. She is not exactly thrilled with this notion, but I think she'll enjoy the time she has to play and people doing for her. Our neighbors are fabulous and have already offered to help in any way while we're at the hospital and when she gets home.

I'll post pics of our beach trip as soon as I get my camera back since I left it with my mother-in-law this past weekend.

It has been confirmed...

2009-06-24T19:50:00.000-04:00

Darrel has been accepted into Augusta Technical College's Cardiovascular technology program and will be a full time student this fall!!!

Congratulations Darrel!! We are all so proud of you!!!

A day in the life...

2009-06-22T20:13:00.002-04:00

This past Saturday I purchased Sara a pair of flip flops with Tinkerbell on them. And she had to show everyone what was on her shoes (who wouldn't right?) During this outing we also stopped by the local feed store and picked up some treats for our cow friends When it cooled off we took Sara over to the cows and let her share the treats we had purchased. The cows were literally coming through the fence to get the food Sara had. Some how or another the cows ended up with Sara's new shoes on the other side of the fence. And boy was she ever upset! She kept yelling "that's mine...you can't wear them....give it back!!!" It was precious.

Darrel still has not heard any definitive news about his cardiovascular tech program and we were supposed to know something almost a month ago. But he is still having fun feeding the fish and watching the birds come in in the evening.

I am beginning my 7th week of my last clinical rotation. To pass your midterm one needs to make a 90 or above on the evaluation and to pass the final one needs to make 122 or higher. I was fortunate enough to make 122 on my midterm and can breeze through the remainder of my rotation knowing that I will pass. I love what I am doing and hope to find a job soon. I have also been afforded the opportunity to observe in orthopedic surgery tomorrow morning. I am excited to witness the surgical procedures that my patients are recovering from.

We are really enjoying our new ward. It's tiny and full of interesting people. Our bishop came over last week and spent some time just getting to know us. We really miss our friends in the Augusta ward though;(

Other than this, nothing exciting has been happening with us. Maybe we'll have better news for our next posting!!

Pics from my new camera

2009-06-07T20:46:00.002-04:00

So as you can see, my daughter is a photo ham! With my graduation gifts I was able to purchase a fairly decent digital camera. I thought it would be a great gift to share with my family and capture memories. I am very excited to be able to do this and finally share on the web.

So much to say in so little time

2009-05-29T21:57:00.002-04:00

It has been very busy around here since the last post. We did not have a telephone connection for two weeks therefore we could not use the internet. We were able to spend the long weekend together with both sets of parents and had a very nice time.

Darrel and Sara have become great fishing buddies. She even used money out of her own bank to purchase the crickets for their most recent fishing expedition. Darrel has also learned much about raising cattle. Sara was introduced to her first calf last week and was able to watch when they tagged it's ear. Our neighbors used Darrel as a 'cutting horse' and were able to pin the baby bull down long enough to tag it's ear. Other cows are due to give birth any day now and Sara is really excited. Almost every evening Sara gets to take some food over to her friends, the cows, and that is her favorite part of the day.

Recently she has decided that she has to have another school to go to because she is tired of the drive to and from her current school. So I have been able to find her a spot close by for Pre-K this fall, but we have not been as successful to move her at her convenience. However, this new school has the best playground and Sara always wants to go out and play when she sees it.

I am at the hand clinic at the Army Hospital in Augusta. I have been learning treatment techniques this past week and will have another week learning the machines before I go back to evaluations. I really like being around adults during the day instead of being surrounded by children.

Darrel is still waiting for an acceptance letter. As of last week nothing has been done in the school and they are now going to use email as their form of communication to the eligible students. We were supposed to know by the end of the month but I guess they missed their own deadline.

Other than that there really hasn't been too much to blog about. We are really enjoying our new house and our neighbors. And being closer to family doesn't hurt too much either;)

The Big Day!!

2009-05-09T18:12:00.003-04:00

Graduation was a success!! My mom and dad came up for hooding the night before graduation. This is where the graduates receive their hoods which signify the school from which they are to get their degree. Mine was from the school of allied health sciences and everything was gold and blue.

The morning of graduation we celebrated some very special departmental awards and then proceeded to get lunch before gathering for the celebration as Sara would say. Then we met with Darrel's grandmother, mom and dad, and brother Ronnie. My brother in law and niece also came to support me at this special time.

Graduation went well. The arena was pretty full as over 800 students graduated from MCG in 2009. All talks given were brief and to the point. We walked across the stage to be handed our fake degrees (because we don't finish our program until August) and watched as other students received theirs. Then we took pictures and went to eat at a restaurant in Thomson. The atmosphere was very friendly and the food was good.

Now I only have 12 weeks to complete at Fort Gordon's Army Medical Center in the outpatient department until I complete all of the requirements for my degree.

I am very blessed to have such a wonderful family and support system that would travel out of the way to come and witness this event! Thanks to everyone;)) This was a very memorable moment in my life and I appreciate all that has been given to me.

Who says dog is a girl's best friend?

2009-05-03T19:48:00.002-04:00

Sara's new best friend. She feeds them clover every evening and they come running up to the fence to see her;)

Vagrants in Augusta

2009-05-02T21:53:00.000-04:00

Yes...I am referring to the thieves that surrounded us in our previous location. The week after we made the 'BIG' move we dropped by the house to take out the trash and clean up the outside. Thursday night we left the keys and put everything outside that we wanted to pick up for Friday. Friday we stopped by and to our surprise many of the items that were at that location 24 hours previously had been removed.
For example: A used bug zapper, concrete bird bath, a trash can, a shepherds hook, a fish tank, a rusty golf car motor...you get the picture.

I am just very grateful to be living in a place where life is mundane and peaceful. I am thankful to be living in safety.

We have the keys!!

2009-04-20T17:52:00.001-04:00

Yesterday after church we met with our new landlords and signed the contract to our new house!! They handed over the keys and are letting us move our stuff in all this week even though we don't take over officially until Saturday. I'll have pictures of the new house to post soon. We are so very excited to be getting out of a stressful place, but are bummed to be leaving a wonderful ward and friends. Thank goodness for the internet when it comes to keeping in touch with others!

I am down to the last two weeks of my first clinical rotation and then the week following will include all of the different activities involved with GRADUATION!! What a wonderful blessing!! We are still waiting to hear from Augusta Tech as to whether Darrel was accepted into his program or not. I feel that if this does not work for him the Lord will prepare a way for him to succeed.

What a wonderful loving Heavenly Father we have!!

A new house!!!

2009-04-02T21:54:00.001-04:00

Hooray!! We finally found a house that is in a great location and is safe and convenient for everyone. Unfortunately it will be taking us farther away from Augusta, and we will have a little bit of a drive to get to places, but atleast we will actually feel safe. I am very excited and will be busy packing as we have to be out of our current location by the end of the month. So I won't be posting any time soon.

Busy eventful day

2009-03-28T22:45:00.001-04:00

We had such a busy day today. Last night we drove down to my moms for a quick visit. This morning we had breakfast with my brother and his family, got a quick hair cut for me and sara, and then proceeded to an indoor easter egg hunt. After a quick bite for lunch and some candy, we raced over to my father-in-laws family birthday party. It was great for all of the kids to play with one another and to be able to catch up with all the families. I am so grateful to have a wonderful family!! We are now back in Augusta and are looking forward to a less busy trip when we return for Easter!! Goodnight to all!

Autonomy

2009-03-26T09:49:00.001-04:00

Autonomy is synonymous with independence and leadership. How does one explain to a 4 year old, who has always been pretty independent, how to be herself and not follow someone elses lead? Sara has been in trouble twice this week and has the teacher astonished at her behavior. Here it is a Thursday and I am just finding out about it. Does anyone have suggestions?? I certainly don't know what to do except reinforce good behavior and good choices. AGHHH

The bad with the good

2009-03-23T17:29:00.002-04:00

I just recently found out that the bank I was fired from two years ago was seized by the FDIC and closed for good last week. It just amazes me that Heavenly Father knows what we need. Had I not been inspired to continue my education I may have just lost a job. Because of the economic crisis and the fact that I was granted unemployment insurance for losing my job by no fault of my own I am still receiving unemployment payments. The Lord is GOOD!! So the moral of this post is that because we may have to go through bad times, if we trust in the Lord and the truthfulness of the gospel we will be blessed!!

A day of direction

2009-03-22T21:22:00.002-04:00

Today I had to give my talk on finding the good in life. I felt so unqualified to give the talk because I seem to be more gloom and doom than I do about the blessings that have been given to me and my family. But tonight I am listening to the sweetest sound that occurs in my household. Darrel is reading a book to Sara as they get ready for bed. She has grown so much in the last 18 months spiritually and I can only thank her Primary teachers and the Primary Presidency in our ward. She says her prayers reverently and really thinks about what she would like to bless. She is concerned when people are upset. She comes home and teaches us everything she has learned at church. It is so wonderful. This is the good in my life. I only hope that I can teach Sara as much as she teaches me!

Brittany and Michael, Thank you guys so much for being wonderful examples to me and my family. I can't tell you enough how comforting it is to know that we have friends who will help us as much as y'all do at a moment's notice. You make me want to be better as a member of the church as well as a parent and friend. (And thanks for assigning me to talk during Sacrament today. As much as I like to give you a hard time I really did learn more about what I should do and I feel that you were inspired to have me talk.)

As time winds closer towards my graduation I am once again anticipatory as to what the future will hold for us. I pray that Darrel will receive good news that will guide where we need to be. I pray that we will be able to follow Heavenly Father's plan and be better servants of Him. I know that we are doers of His work and pray that we will be strengthened through our service in Christ. Amen

Oil for my lamp

2009-03-21T16:32:00.003-04:00

After going to our wonderful stake relief society womens conference I have learned that I have much to do in order to be as prepared as the 5 wise virgins. I know that true happiness is from God and that with such a precious gift comes the responsibility to prepare myself temporally and spiritually in order to be welcomed when the bridegroom comes. I must make the time to prepare my family, my house, and my spirit so that I am ready. I am grateful that I was given the opportunity to learn so much about becoming self reliant and how to teach my family to prepare themselves. This has given me a wonderful boost to do what I have known I needed to do and stop procrastinating and letting worldly things interfere with Holy things. I have been uplifted and edified by such a wonderful program!

It's Official

2009-03-15T22:24:00.002-04:00

I totally have 'senior-itis' and cannot wait until graduation. I don't exactly know why this is because I still have 12 weeks after graduation before I am finished with all of my requirements but this time of year always makes me happy.

I have discovered that I do not enjoy pediatric therapy as much as I first thought. It is not too hard, or too easy, but I just don't enjoy it. I have been praying to find a 'specialty' if you will that I will enjoy because I would like to get my board certification in an area of need. I am hoping to at least enjoy being at Eisenhower Army Medical Center this summer because it is more regimented and it is adults. Darrel accuses me of being an adult since I was 5 so maybe I am better at enjoying their company?

I really just want to make a difference in someone's life by making it easier for them to live independently. Now I just have to figure out how I am going to accomplish this. Maybe I'll go into hands and get my CHT (Certified Hand Therapist), or maybe I'll connect with older people and become specialized in geriatric care. All I know is that Heavenly Father has a purpose for me and sooner or later as I journey through life I'll find that purpose.

The dreaded "call"

2009-03-08T21:57:00.005-04:00

It really isn't as bad as I've made it out to be!! A member from our bishopric called this evening (Thanks again Michael) and told me how much he likes to read my blog. I did think it odd that he would call in the evening just to talk about my blog but I was preoccupied with getting Sara ready for bed and did not think too much of it at the time. The phone call did end up as I expected it would. I now have been asked to speak at church in two weeks on a topic that I don't feel I am suited to talk about. I've been asked to speak on finding the good in life. Maybe this assignment is for me to be able to learn how to find the good in life. I feel like this is more for me to learn and change my life than for me to instruct others.

All in all...I do appreciate the assignment and what I will learn as I ponder and pray about it. It will also help me with everything else that I am doing at school and at home. Our primary theme this month is about organizing the house to make it so that the Holy Ghost will want to be present. And I am trying to do that now. Darrel says that I am nesting in hopes that I might soon get pregnant, but I don't know. Heavenly Father has a special way in blessing us and when He feels it is time for us to be blessed with another child we will. But as for now I am trying to make my house a more "Christ-like" house and pray that I will be more like Him!

Sara's Reward

2009-03-07T15:39:00.002-05:00

Today Sara played her last Basketball game. Nothing eventful happened. She didn't even score a much anticipated basket as she had during practice. However, she won the hearts of many. After the game she went to purchase her coveted blowpop and all of the ladies at the concession stand congratulated her on her basket during practice. No...they were not present. But they all knew. I think the entire county now knows that Sara was able to get a basket all by herself. I was not the one to spread the news. It was her coach and his wife. How amazing is it that children can be so loved and cherished that others celebrate their accomplishments as if it were their own. And above all else...I am proud that she is mine and will be mine for the eternities.

A perfect ending to a wonderful experience

2009-03-05T21:02:00.002-05:00

Tonight was Sara's last basketball practice. Her coaches had a surprise pizza party for the kids and one parent ordered embroidered towels and a basketball cake to celebrate.

Sara is not the best kid on the team. In fact she is the worst. But all the players, the coaches, and the ref's make her feel like she is terrific. And tonight she made her very own basket. All of the kids (which are boys) cheered for her. It was great! You would have thought she won MVP! To me she did. She learned how to pass the ball. She even learned how to dribble. She has shown the most improvement in the past 10 weeks of all the kids.

Saturday is her last game and next Saturday evening they are holding a banquet for all of the kids to celebrate the end of the season. This has truly been a memorable experience that I am glad Sara participated in.

On another note, I had the perfect opportunity to share the gospel with someone today and I only hope I did it justice. One of my Clinical instructors has been talking to me about my hopes for the future, my beliefs, etc. It is unusual for someone to ask about church and beliefs...but I am in an area where prayer is still heard in the public school system. I also have a client who's family is a considered 'part-member' family and the child's mother is very much against the teachings of the church. That is how we got on the topic today. As we were talking she gathered that I was not born into the church and on the way back to my car we talked about my conversion to the gospel. I was very careful about my word choice so as not to offend her, but I feel like I was able to share my testimony in an nonthreatening way so as to teach her. I am very glad to have had the opportunity as it is rare and I am not the most open person when it comes to sharing my feelings. Anyway, I hope that by sharing my beliefs I may have planted a seed and possibly allow the gospel to grow in someone else's heart.

Being too hard...

2009-03-02T16:50:00.002-05:00

So I am approaching the midterm of my first rotation. I looked over the criteria that the national OT association sets forth and grades us by and felt pretty good. Today I spoke with the owner and asked questions that gave me feedback as to what I need to do or improve upon. Then I asked my hardest CI to look over my notes and give me feedback. To my surprise she said they were really good and only offered a few changes to make them more measurable. HOORAY!! I'm not as dumb as I feel;) (I know I'm not dumb...but rotations can still keep you from graduating if you do something wrong so it made me nervous)

Today we had many cancellations so I had time to catch up on my notes and practice goal writing. I came up with treatments on a moment's notice and they worked rather well. I think now that I have relaxed I am becoming more confident in my skills.

Today was a great day!! Especially for a monday! Now I just have to clean and get my house in order. Then it will be an even better great day;)

Preparation

2009-02-26T17:50:00.003-05:00

I truly believe that Heavenly Father sends people in and out of our lives for reasons and seasons. I am finishing the third week of my first clinical rotation and have 4 clinical instructors where most people have 1 or 2. This can be a blessing and a curse as no two days or instructors are the same.

I get along well with 3 out of 4 of my instructors. One has a hard personality that I am having trouble warming up to. But I am learning.

I have learned that I must take time out every night to think about each individual child I am to see and try to come up with exciting activities for treatment. I am learning that table top activities are not my forte and that I am not comfortable using the same activities as other clinicians.

The purpose of this post is that one of my CI's is older and more experienced than the rest. She is my cheerleader and I am very very blessed to have her helping me. If you know me you will agree that I get along better with people that are older than me or at least more mature than their age group. This lady 'gets' me and I think that she was put in my path (or me in hers) so that I can succeed.

Darrel gave me a priesthood blessing before I began this rotation and I was promised that this would be successful. And it is...but it isn't immediately a success.

I have also realized that I am much harder on myself than I should be. I have been praying lately that I would be able to understand what I am supposed to be doing and it has comforted me insomuch that I now know I have to do things my way. Mistakes are to be used as learning lessons. Just as I am an individual I know that I cannot take one activity and apply it to all of my clients. They are individuals as well and deserve individualized care.

I have learned that when I take the time to prepare for the next day that I am more relaxed and able to listen to the Holy Spirit. I procrastinate naturally, but am learning slowly that through thought and preparation I am a better person for my family and my clients.

And so...it is now time for me to prepare...and take responsibility both temporally and spiritually.

Birthday Week & Weekend

2009-02-22T21:17:00.002-05:00

Ok so I celebrated my 27th birthday better than my 26th. Last weekend we went home and I was able to spend time with all my family (Darrel's & my own). I enjoyed it so much that I didn't want to leave.

On the day of my birthday I felt bittersweet because it marks one year since my miscarriage. I don't like to dwell...so I'll focus on the best parts! I was called more times in one day from people who wished me a great day and new year! I was able to play with some wonderful babies and come home early.

Last night my husband arranged for a babysitter and we had a wonderful dinner just the two of us. It reminded me of when we were dating. And we had so much fun just being together and talking about things that weren't stressful or important. We kept talking and laughing.

I am learning more and more about how much family means to me. I am grateful for a loving husband and a sweet little girl. I'm even more amazed that Heavenly Father loves me so much that He sacrificed His son so that I may live. And moreso than that...I know that He has made a way for me to come back to Him. My Heavenly Father Loves me and is helping prepare me for His cause so that I can do His work.

I know more than anyone that I have faults and shortcomings. I know how much I have to work to do my part in this great work which is to be done. I am grateful for this new year and what will come as I journey along my path. For this I owe all that I have because there is no gift more precious than life eternal.

The meaning of busy

2009-02-17T21:13:00.002-05:00

For some time I did not understand when I would see people always ask the busiest people they knew to do something for them. One would always say that the busiest people will always get things done. I can somewhat relate to that now that I am unofficially working for a living. When I come home from the clinic I get Sara from school, get dinner on to cook, clean dishes from the previous day, wash a couple of loads of laundry, finish writing notes for patients, eat, take a shower, give Sara a shower, and get ready for the next day.

When all I had to worry about was going to class, I couldn't manage to get all of this completed in one day. Now I have the energy and moreso the need to get it all finished before I can go to bed.

Maybe one day I'll make a habit or routine of it and have a spotless house. Now I am just working on keeping it live-able and having enough clean laundry for the family!

At any rate, I am truly grateful that I have the ability to do this for myself and am proud that I am actually doing it. Thank goodness I don't have a husband that nags or makes it a necessity to have a spotless house, but I have found that we have much less contention when the house is clean(er) and he has a full tummy.

The smartest guy ever!!!

2009-02-06T16:20:00.001-05:00

I am so glad I am married to the smartest guy ever!! Well at least I think so. Anyway...he had a midterm on monday and it turned out to be entirely short answer/essay type questions. Today the grades were posted and the class average for the midterm was around a 35 and he pulled an awesome 82!!! So I am cooking him dinner on the grill for his hard work. I have a feeling he is going to shock the pants off of me when he actually gets into classes he feels are worth something and applies himself fully. He'll probably surpass me with his GPA. That's ok too. It makes me so happy when he succeeds! HOORAY HOORAY

Winding down

2009-02-04T17:21:00.002-05:00

As I begin to wind down my short break before rotations I have to look back at the last 18 months + in awe at what the Lord has done for me and my family.

I am grateful for personal revelation and trusting in the promptings of the Holy Ghost that has brought me to this place I am at now.

I know that God's will and timing is much greater than my own; things have fallen perfectly into place for us as Darrel has the opportunity to get his degree with minimal amounts of schooling. And he is doing great in his classes I might add;)

Sara has a wonderful school where EVERYONE knows her by name and loves her!!

I trust that what I am able to learn on my clinical rotations will prepare me adequately for the job that I am supposed to have.

I know that my degree will strengthen me and provide for my family if anything were to happen to Darrel and leave him unable to work.

I know the future is limitless due to His gift to me. I have an abundance of opportunities to specialize and continue to learn and hone my skills as a therapist.

I am grateful to be apart of a ward that is full of love!! The friends I have made have strengthened me and made me want to better myself. Thanks Brittany and Michael!

I know this is sappy but...

2009-01-29T20:33:00.002-05:00

If you don't want to read sappy then please disregard this posting.

Tonight I had the chance to speak with another adult while Sara was at basketball practice. I was able to reflect on Sara's ability to touch people and enter into their lives in such a special way. When Sara was first born she stayed with a church member that ran a daycare in her home. Sara turned into their adopted child and when we had to part ways they felt like they were giving back a piece of their family. All of my friends and my parents friends have seen something special in Sara. Even when Sara was blessed as an infant the Lord said that she has a special purpose while she is on this earth. I truly believe this and can see it come true as she interacts with others.

So back to tonight. As I was speaking with this lady and watching Sara I saw how truly blessed I am to be her parent. The Lord has entrusted her to me for rearing and love. I can't imagine why He trusts me so much, but I am very glad that He does. So tonight I was watching her through different eyes. I watched her play and thought about her not being able to walk for the 4 weeks after her surgery this summer. I am relieved that this will only be temporary. I trust that this will benefit her in the long run and throughout the rest of her life. I am so grateful that I am a part of Sara's life and hope that she succeeds in everything that she wants to do. I can't wait to see what the Lord has in store for her and what she'll be able to do with all of her talents.

I am truly blessed to be the mother of such a great child!

Sara and her foot

2009-01-27T14:59:00.002-05:00

Well we went to see the orthopaedist today for a recheck on Sara's clubfoot. He was not pleased with what he saw when she walked and has recommended for us to go ahead with the tendon transplant and tibia repositioning. This will occur sometime in August after I finish rotations. She will be in a full length leg cast for 4 weeks after the surgery and confined to a wheelchair for transportation. Then we will go back and she will downgrade to a below the knee cast for another 2 weeks and be able to walk on her own. This is not a shocker to us but we were trying to be optimistic and keep her from undergoing surgery again. I know that this is the best possible thing for her so that she will not have troubles with her feet later in life but I am a little sad because she is going to have to spend the night in the hospital. The surgery will be done at Egleston/Scottish Rite and I know she will have the best of care. I just wanted to update everyone to her status.

HOORAY!!

2009-01-23T20:32:00.001-05:00

The day has finally arrived for me!! Today was the absolute last day of OT school classes!! Hooray! All I have left are my clinical rotations and defending my research in August! Graduation is just around the corner. Tonight Darrel took me out to dinner to celebrate at it was absolutely wonderful!!

Great tips for the year

2009-01-19T16:24:00.001-05:00

I found this link on another blog but thought it was a great tool for this year. It contains a manual for a years worth of FHE's.

Just click here

Have a great day!!

Freudian Slip I'm Sure

2009-01-19T09:44:00.001-05:00

Last night Sara and I were talking about the crucifixion.

Me: "Sara who put Jesus on the Cross?"

Sara: "The Mormons"

Me: "Nooooo...The Romans!!"

We'll have to work on this a little;))

I know I said I wouldn't have time

2009-01-15T16:23:00.002-05:00

I know I said I wouldn't have time to post but today I totally need a reprieve from stupid school and school teachers.

Sara has had two basketball practices and we have seen an improvement in her ability to dribble. She even made three baskets independently which made her so excited she could hardly wait to tell her Dad when he came home.

Darrel is working and staying on top of his studies. We have to split time on the computer so that we can each get our work done, but he is putting forth great effort to do well so that he will get into his program. Hopefully we will know by the end of March if he is accepted.

I am 2/3rds finished with this semester. January 23rd couldn't come any sooner!! It only lasts three weeks but with the same amount of work that is in a 15 week semester. That is part of my frustration at this time. I actually spent the first 30 minutes of my lunch break this afternoon trying to get a teacher to take accountability and give appropriate feedback on an assignment. And I didn't even receive a poor grade. It was just the principle of the matter that we are required to be professional and thorough but apparently there is a double standard (as in every thing) and people flee when questioned about accountability.

However, I am really excited about my rotation placements in February and in May which is cause for celebration. The past two years seem to have gone by too fast and now I am doing the whole "hurry up and wait" thing. But that too will end and I can only wonder where I will end up.

I'll do my best to take pictures or attempt to figure out how to post a video clip of Sara playing basketball during the season. She is so proud of her small accomplishments that she has already made and I know she'll want a record of her childhood.

I now feel more relaxed since taking this small break and now I am heading to organize our common areas and get dinner started. YAY...;)

Just real quick

2009-01-08T17:27:00.002-05:00

I just wanted to share my good news that my first rotation site has finally been confirmed! It's a good thing too because we were down to less than one month before clinicals begin. Anyway, I will be close to home at a pediatric facility working with precious babies in their homes, in the schools, and in the clinic! Prayers have been answered!!

Thanks for reading this and celebrating with me!
Amanda

The New Year

2009-01-07T13:16:00.002-05:00

I just wanted to let everyone know that this month will probably not be a month of many blogs/posting. Between my hectic schedule, Darrel working, going to school, and Church callings, and Sara playing Basketball we are just strapped for time. I'll post pictures as I get them and will do better once January is over and I don't have any more classes.

I wish everyone a very Happy and Prosperous New Year!!
Amanda

2008-12-30T18:32:00.002-05:00

I know this is pathetic but this is the only picture I managed to have taken around Christmas time. Hopefully more will be taken over New Year's. Happy New Year everyone!!

The best Christmas ever!!

2008-12-26T10:41:00.002-05:00

We had one of the best Christmas's ever. Sara really enjoyed all that she was given even though she wouldn't let Santa in the house. She made him leave all of her gifts outside on the front porch. We learned that Darrel did well enough in his classes last quarter to earn the HOPE scholarship which will be applied to his fees beginning in January and cover the entire time he is in his program. We were able to spend time with Darrel's family and my family and not be rushed by having to get back to work.

All in all we were blessed way more than we ever expected. I am grateful for this time of year. I have learned how to let offenses go and not allow myself to be offended when people wrong me (whether it is intentional or not). I have learned that family is family whether we like them or not and we have to set a good example for everyone. I wish I had pictures to publish and maybe some will come as time permits.

I wish you all a Merry Christmas and a Happy New year as it approaches! God Bless

Learning how to teach a 4 year old about Christmas

2008-12-20T20:29:00.002-05:00

Tonight I thought it would be good to teach Sara more about what Christmas is really about instead of Santa and presents. So I thought I would just read the story from the Bible and it would be that simple. Wrong! I had to translate as I was reading and then ask her questions about what I had said. All in all I think she got the basics about Joseph, Mary, Jesus and a barn (how else do you describe a manger without pictures??) She told me she didn't like the story because she didn't have any pictures to look at. Now I am on the hunt for a children's bible that may be a tad more interesting than just a bunch of black and white.

Merry Christmas to all!!

My night time ramblings

2008-12-19T21:30:00.003-05:00

Ok...it's campout time for the scouts which means I am once again without a husband in my house. This equals me being overly aware of everything that may or may not be happening in or around my house.

This is how the evening begins...

Get dinner ready for me and Sara
We read books
We go through the rituals of going to bed, going to the bathroom, needing something to drink, going back to bed...and so on for at least 15 minutes.
Then the quiet sets in.
And then the dog ferociously barks at a stranger who dares to walk down the street during what we have termed the "drug parade" which begins shortly after sundown and doesn't cease until close to 2 or 3 in the morning.
In turn means that we shouldn't even begin to go to bed until around such time because you can hear every car travel up and down the road.

I have to constantly remind myself that if the dog isn't barking there isn't need for me to feel alarmed.

I know that our alarm system works as I have personally set it off more times than the robbers have.

I often wonder why I can get Sara to bed at a very decent time of the night when I am by myself yet ponder why it takes so much longer when Dad is home?

I am also very bored out of my mind because I don't want to read textbooks (although it would be advantageous at this point to get a head start since next semester only lasts three weeks) and I have no new books to read.

Why is the news boring? Maybe because they harp over things that the majority of people care less about and are unjust to the events that are actually news worthy?

Why is it so hard to follow the will of the Lord?? And why are men so much more stubborn and hard headed than women??

Why has Christ been taken out of everything this nation has been built upon? I wonder what the founding fathers are thinking at this time??

Enough stupid unanswerable questions...

I have much on my mind this evening. I am missing people that have been on the other side of the veil for the better part of my life. I have completed all of the preparatory work for them to receive the temple ordinances and have stalled on doing their work. Darrel and I have agreed to go to the temple more this upcoming year and I sincerely hope we stick to that commitment. I am struggling with the fact that school is coming to an end and I have much to prepare in order to do well with everything concerning exit exams and board exams. I have had confirmation from the Lord that all will be well; however the carnal person in me still worries needlessly because I know I still have to do my part and I am not sure if it will be enough. I wish we lived closer to our families. I know that for us to be able to be financially secure in the time we wish to do it in we will have to live farther away which means telephone calls and emails will be our lifelines.

I am wanting to have another child very badly and at the same time knowing that so much has to fall perfectly into place in order to support this new life. Which means this too has been given to the Lord and I pray that it will be His timing and not mine on these matters.

I know that my mind is full of twisted thoughts and concerns. I laugh over most of them because I know it doesn't do me any good to worry about them. We have been blessed more than I have ever dreamed imaginable just by being up here and following the promptings of the Holy Ghost. I know that I have much to work on in order to be a better follower and example of the gospel. I have been making a concerted effort to read my scriptures more and learn what the Lord would have me do as His servant. That is where I must go tonight in order to find comfort since my companion is gone to serve those whom he's been called to serve.

Goodnight.

Surprises...

2008-12-10T15:07:00.002-05:00

I guess being an average student pays off! I just received my grades and actually ended up with 2 A's and a B! I don't know whether the system was manipulated or not, and this is one of the few times when I am not going to argue or bring it to their attention. HOORAY! Now if only July would get here and a phat paying job....;)

Let the Celebration Begin

2008-12-09T13:22:00.003-05:00

I just finished my last exam for the year and I am so relieved. I didn't do as well as I could have but I have learned to except that average is ok and over-achieving is unnecessary. At any rate, now I can totally relax and get into the holiday spirit. I am looking forward to a visit in Atlanta this weekend that will be relaxing and fun.

Happy Holidays Everyone!

***I get to walk at graduation in May but I don't actually finish my clinical rotations until July 31! But I only have two final exams left for the rest of my life!!!

The fun of being a kid

2008-12-06T10:56:00.002-05:00

As most of you know, Sara is not shy by any means. Until she has to be evaluated for basketball!! Oh my. I don't know what to do with a kid pulling on my pants! At any rate, she did come pretty close to getting the ball in the basket a couple of times. Drills are not her thing, and dribbling did get better after she warmed up to the guys helping us. We'll see how she improves over time.

As for my big kid, I think it is suffice to say that when you play with ducks around water you might get wet!!

Happy Holidays to all!

Excitement!!

2008-12-02T17:52:00.002-05:00

I am really excited about this holiday season!

I can't exactly put my finger on it. Maybe it's because I'm less than two months away from the last final exam of my life. Maybe it's because we've been blessed so much this year and I have much thanks to give to others. Or maybe it's because I've grown this year in many ways and can truly appreciate the simple blessings that I have in my life every single day.

**I am able to wake up (even in a very bad mood) and see my best friend every single morning.
**I love the pitter patter of Sara's feet as she comes to get in our bed early in the morning.
**I love the fact that when I do get out of school I'll always be able to provide for my family.
**I cherish the fact that I'll be able to return my gratitude to Darrel by allowing him to go to school without having to work at the same time.
**I am looking forward to learning how to sew so I can make things for Sara like my mom made for me.
**I am looking forward to being completely out of debt in less than 10 years. Hooray!!
**I am very grateful for what the Lord has given me. Even when I just pray to Him I am able to understand a small portion of His will for me and my family. It warms my heart and humbles me to do better.
**As many people know I hate Augusta. But it has given me and my family the very best opportunity to earn our education and prepare ourselves for our future.
**I am grateful for the friends we have made in our ward and the examples they provide for me to follow.
**I am excited to graduate and finally get a job that is worth going to.

This season always brings me hope and encourages me to increase my faith and love for myself and others.

What I've learned since becoming an OT student

2008-11-24T18:49:00.003-05:00

I thought since I am in the transition stage from OT student to OT professional I would share a little bit about what I have learned.

1) I have issues! (Sensory Issues that is)- I have a messed up sensory system that could have been corrected before 8 years of age that I am now stuck with. When I am stressed out I become tactile defensive and can't stand things around my face. Which means snuggling and kissing are out! Sorry Dear!

2) I am partially OCD - I am only 1/2 way OCD. I can't stand to begin cooking in an unkempt kitchen, but I'm not OCD enough to keep it in tip top shape. Always give ample time if you are to visit our house!!

3) I now know what ROM is and how to test it. Basically I can check the range of motion of all body parts

4) I have become adapt at using my family as guinea pigs and scientific experiments. I can manipulate Darrel even though he can over power me.

5) I can no longer fight sugar cravings!

6) My mother was wrong! Candy is good for you! When studying or trying to focus it is great to awaken your gustatory sense (taste). This way you alert two sensory avenues and create more synapses in the brain for the information to be stored and recalled.

7) Play = Work!! My work in pediatrics means I can essentially play games all day long and get paid for it. Who Knew?

8) Not many curriculum's allow students to play with marshmallows for a grade.

9) The human body is an awful thing to waste. If you don't believe me, follow me on rounds and watch the adage "if you don't use it you lose it" come to life.

10) I have learned a new vocabulary. Darrel makes me translate into human!! hahaha.

Just some thoughts to share. Happy Holidays everyone!!

I hate to do it again

2008-11-22T21:36:00.002-05:00

I do think it is nice to give thanks especially during this particular time of year!

I am especially thankful for prayers..those answered and those that aren't. Even before I became a member of the church I had prayers answered and I still give thanks every day. If it weren't for my small knowledge of Christ I would never have asked to find my soul mate nor would I be with him now.

I am thankful for my parents (natural and inlaw). I went through a period of time when I thought my mom had it out for me. I couldn't hardly stand to be around her because it seemed that everything I did made her mad. I now know it was just the unfortunate case of being the youngest child to a mother who was a little older than most and going through some of the changes of life. I really appreciate all that my parents do for me. I love my in-laws as much as my own parents. They've welcomed me into their lives and never made me feel uncomfortable or unloved.

I am thankful for the opportunity I have had to be a parent. I have learned more about myself in the past 4 years than I ever expected. I love being a mother and cherish that role. I am grateful for Sara because she has pushed me to do for her and provide a better future in which she can prosper.

I am thankful for the gospel. I have experienced many spiritual moments as a member of the church that have only strengthened my love and testimony. I know that God lives and that prayers are answered.

I am thankful for family. Being so far away from everyone has made me treasure the times we do have. I am also thankful for the extended family I have here in Augusta. They help make the hard times bearable.

Kim, thanks for this idea. You always find the neatest postings and I can't help but insert my own two-sense.

Have a Happy Thanksgiving Everyone!!!

I'm totally dumbfounded

2008-11-21T18:38:00.002-05:00

While I was reading the news this evening I noticed an article entitled "How many sex partners have you had?" I was interested mainly to see how the article was going to answer the question. The author then justified having multiple partners because kids are starting puberty earlier and not getting married until later in life!!! HOW ABSURD!?!?! I can't believe that people are justifying immoral behavior because of puberty. I'm even upset that it is required for young girls to get the HPV vaccine when if people were not as promiscuous there would be a smaller need for the vaccine period! These are the serpents that were talked about in Ether and Moroni. And I am very ashamed that this is where the world is heading. How will my daughter rise above this behavior when it is more than accepted; it is justified??

I just couldn't resist

2008-11-18T17:44:00.002-05:00

Ok... I am so ready to be finished with school that I have already counted down the days until my last final before taking my board exams.

The week after Thanksgiving is split between preparing for comprehensive lab practicals (that cover everything we've learned in OT school practically) and 2 out of 4 final exams.

My last day of class officially for this semester is December 9 and then I have a 3 week semester in January from the 5th-23rd. I am so very excited. I still have tooo much studying to do to prepare for our board exam next summer, however I am extremely excited. I know that this is what I am supposed to do and I am ready to have a job so that I can put Darrel through school.

Even more exciting is Christmas! My mom is purchasing a small tree for Sara to decorate with hand-made decorations. And I think Darrel and I might even go on a date without a child at hand. I love this holiday and the thoughts about the birth of Christ. I am excited to share that with Sara this year because she'll be able to understand and participate in our family traditions.

Hooray!!!

..enough posting for now...I've gotta get dinner ready so Darrel can come home and be happy!!

My Husband

2008-11-13T12:09:00.003-05:00

Sorry Kim...I had to borrow your idea!!

1. He’s sitting in front of the TV: what is on the screen? Anything to do with hunting (prob his own duck video that he is creating) or Dirty jobs
2. You’re out to eat. What kind of dressing does he get on his salad? Ranch with Extra Ranch
3. What is one food he doesn’t like? Bananas
4. You go out to the bar. What does he order? If he fit into that crowd...(and actually consumed some adult beverage) I'd say probably some whiskey. But since he doesn't I'd say Dr Pepper
5. Where did he go to high school? Eagles Landing High School
6. What size shoe does he wear? 10 EEE
7. If he was to collect anything, what would it be? This is tough...duck feathers and sheds (deer antlers that have been shed)
8. What is his favorite type of sandwich? He hates sandwiches
9. What would the Husband eat every day if he could? there's so much to choose from...maybe a steak...or his mama's fried chicken?
10. What is his favorite cereal? Honey Bunches of Oat's with Almonds
11. What would he never wear? a thong
12. What is his favorite sports team? he doesn't really have one...hunting is more his hobby
13. Who will he vote for? Didn't vote
14. Who is his best friend? Most likely Ronnie...we don't really like having friends
15. What is something you do that he wishes you wouldn’t do? Nag.
16. How many states has he lived in? 2
17. What is his heritage? South Georgia and the hills of North Carolina (Before that, I'm not exactly sure.)
18. You bake him a cake for his birthday; what kind? Chocolate cake with vanilla ice cream
19. Did he play sports in high school? Yes..Football
20. What could he spend hours doing? Hunting and playing video games

There's no denying it...

2008-11-10T18:36:00.004-05:00

When I was in high school I too fell in love with Lucy. I have just about every episode recorded on tape and have watched Lucille Ball in many musicals. Recently Sara was exposed to Lucy and she loves it! I called my mom and she just laughed. Who would every have thought that a 4 year old would like to watch black and white episodes of Lucy and Ricky. Someone has some 'splainin to do!!!

Why is it so hard to humble oneself??

2008-11-09T19:08:00.002-05:00

So, I've had many things on my mind and really needed some answers. So I went to what I know I should've been doing all along, reading scriptures. What a mighty relief it has brought me!! I didn't read particularly just to find an answer. I know that the Lord doesn't work like that with me. I knew it had to be a heartfelt attempt to be meek and come back to the straight and narrow. Anyway, whether or not my prayers have been answered I really feel true peace again. I find that my emotions are still on my shirt sleeve and that the adversary is trying to make me give up on what I know to be the right things to do, but I am really trying to be a better person. When Darrel and I were first married I was able to read the scriptures and delve deep into what I was supposed to do. The Lord never failed me in my search for truth. For whatever reasons I have not kept up with the habits I began 5 short years ago. I know that if it were easy to be 'sinless' and full of faith there wouldn't be a need to come to the earth. I am just glad that I have been given yet another chance in following the Lord and putting His will before my own.

What you can learn when you speak less and watch more

2008-11-07T18:45:00.002-05:00

My goal is to become more patient with Sara and remember that she is a child that is constantly learning. So lately I've been watching her without her noticing. I can't believe how much she is impacted by me and how I treat her. Not that I treat her bad, I just have high expectations for her. So my expectations for her are imposed on her babies. It is cute to see her act and say the things that I say to her. She even gets my attitude and puts her hands on her hips like I do. I've become my mother and now my daughter has become me!

She does also try to teach her babies how to bow their heads and pray as we do with her. Not all of my bad habits have been picked up, but I have noticed that if I don't begin letting her be herself I'll be raising a child to be me and not an individual.

How much I have learned by just observing and seeing my daughter for who she is...

The end of a year.....

2008-11-05T19:40:00.002-05:00

I certainly cannot believe that an entire year has already passed me by. I guess it is true that the older you get the faster time goes by. There are many things that I wished I would have taken the time to cherish more and now I feel that it is too late.

I wish I would have enjoyed the time when Sara was a baby more. Now that she is older I think I spent too much time worrying and stressed to enjoy the time we had.

I wish I would have enjoyed the times when we lived closer to our family. Now there seems to be little time to be together because we are trying to spend equal time with both families and then we have to pack and travel the long way home.

I wish I would have learned to cherish the little blessings in life instead of worrying about what was going to come next. We have been so blessed by the sacrifices that others have made on our behalf just to make ends meet and my faith has been tested and increased because of the love of others. I wish I would have had more faith and less worry.

We still have challenges that face us. Especially around the holiday times. But at least this year I feel comforted that Heavenly Father will continue to make a way for us to survive as long as we have the faith to walk along His path and follow His way.

I hope I will learn to look at the small parts of life and enjoy them and give thanks for them more often in the years to follow. I am grateful for all that I have been given and am even more thankful for a wonderful family who supports us in all that we desire to do.

New view of Halloween

2008-10-30T21:52:00.002-04:00

I haven't been this excited about Halloween since I was a kid. Sara's been looking forward to this for at least 6 months. Not so much about trick or treating but more for the fact that she'll be 4 years old and a "big girl".

This week I've been at the hospital doing inpatient therapy. What a culture shock!!!??!! This is a whole new ball game from what I have experienced in the past year and a half. I really really like it though. Everyday is different and you see many many patients. Some of them you even hate to see leave the hospital. But I've bet I've pulled or stretched every single muscle in my body!! Just about every night I've taken a hot bubble bath just to soak in. And I'm not talking warm or mildly hot. I'm talking the hot that can scald if you are not careful. I have turned the water on to the hottest it will go and let the tub fill up. I really have enjoyed the week I've had and would love to find a job in a hospital until I can experience more and make a decision as to what I would like to do the best.

Sara gets to dress in her Halloween costume to school tomorrow and they are going to celebrate her birthday with her. She even made us get party hats for everyone! I'm so happy to see her excited about her special day!

What the quiet can bring to my mind

2008-10-20T22:35:00.003-04:00

I stayed home from school today because Sara and I have been battling colds all week and just needed a non-structured day to rest. It was fairly productive even though I tried to be lazy. Laundry was done and dishes were cleaned. I even studied some and made sure Darrel had everything he needed for his classes this week.

But he is working the 2nd shift this week which means it is "hopefully" quiet once Sara is in bed. I say hopefully because my mind still plays tricks on me now that I am an adult and I find it hard to relax when Darrel isn't home. I've been like this all of my life and find that it doesn't get better as I get older. Thank goodness it hasn't become worse...but being nervous at night can become a problem.

Luckily we've installed an invisible fence around the house and both carports so the dog can roam where ever he pleases and that does comfort me at times.

Tonight I am just trying to keep occupied until he comes home. This week will be long and exhausting by the time Friday rolls around. And I doubt I'll be able to catch up on relaxing as I have another set of clinicals next week and am sure my lethargic self will be tired and cranky then too. But it will soon be over.

It doesn't feel as if it should be so far into October as it is. Sara keeps reminding us that she will be four years old soon. This is great because we've been telling her and preparing her for her responsibilities that she'll assume when she is four. Right now we are working on her walking to bed and going to sleep on her own. It works fairly well when Dad isn't around because he still likes to spoil her and spend special time with her. But tonight she was given a hug and with few accommodations went to sleep. She is also going to have to keep her room clean. This will be tough for us to instill in her as we are not the best role models for keeping things clean. But our house is much more organized and clean than it normally is and I think it will help her develop the habit of cleanliness.

I can't believe that my little baby is now almost 4. It is great that we can do all sorts of things with her, but now I am missing having a sweet little baby in the house. Darrel laughs at me and tells me that I'm just listening to my biological clock ticking and not paying attention to other things that are more important; i e school. I guess that may be a fundamental difference between me and him. Oh well...

What the Autumn Season Brings

2008-10-17T18:30:00.002-04:00

I know it has been a while since I have last posted anything. This past week has been so busy that I just looked at my messages Thursday.

Right now I am adjusting to a life of temporarily being single again due to hunting/fishing seasons currently underway.

This past week I was working long days during my pediatric treatment rotation which makes me appreciate what parents with special needs kids really go through on a daily basis.

Darrel has been sick and it has been hard for me to take care of everyone and remember to take care of myself. I have had to take many bubble baths to retreat from the world just to regroup and start another day.

I have just realized that there are not many full time OT positions around here and even if there were, little to no benefits would be given. I know that the Lord will provide for me and my family, but I don't fully understand how the cards are going to fall next summer.

Darrel's new quarter has begun and it is difficult to have him take classes online without a professor to explain the details of the material. He is doing well and hopefully he'll just go through the motions and do well enough to get into his program.

This week has brought me to a more humble place. I have learned that there are many people who face bigger challenges than I will ever face and they are only a couple of months old.

The Fall always brings cooler weather, camp fires, and General Conference; however this Fall has brought me to a deeper desire to grow closer to the Lord and what He would want me to do for myself and my family.

Another reason to celebrate!!!

2008-10-06T21:39:00.003-04:00

Ok, I know, I probably "belabor" (Thanks Katie for giving me a new word) this way more than I need to. In fact, it is one of the few things I can use to keep me going when I get down.

I am officially 3/4 of the way finished with my Master's Degree!!!! Hooray! The numbers don't technically add up so let me explain my calculations.

1) This is my last full semester with classes. We have a 3 week 8 hours a day 5 days a week mini mester in January and then we have 6 months of clinical rotations.

2) I have my clinical rotations confirmed (finally) and I even get to have a spring break because I am going to be in the school systems from Feb-May. Some places will close for Master's week, I'm sure, but I am guaranteed a vacation!!!

3) We only have 9 weeks left of this semester!!!! I am so excited. This semester has been one of the fastest that I've had in the last 4 years. We have so many assignments and projects now and a pretty intense mid term week before we go on our clinical rotations for this semester.

I can tell you one thing is certain: God hears prayers!! I would never have chosen this path for myself and can only imagine why Heavenly Father has chosen it for me. I know that I'll be able to take care of my family if anything were to happen to Darrel. I know that I'll be able to serve others. I know that even if I don't accomplish the first two statements on my list, I have learned how delicate life is and how easily we can change from being typical to atypical and become ever more dependent on others. I am grateful for the opportunity I have had to grow. Augusta isn't my first choice of cities in which to raise my family or grow my family when the case may be. But it has provided Darrel the opportunity as well to complete his education. Augusta is the only city that offers a program that is accredited by an outside source and recommended by the national board for sonography.

Heavenly Father has a plan for all of us if we will only humble ourselves and submit to His will. I am truly grateful that we have. Even through the trials that we have had in our lives this past year and 1/2 we have been able to offer praise to Him for allowing us the chance to learn so we can be better people in the future.

Domestication of Women

2008-10-04T11:09:00.002-04:00

I know that cleaning the house and nurturing the children is what women are supposed to do because for the most part men are supposed to be the providers for the family. What I would like to know is why it (cleaning) comes so naturally to some people and is so painstakingly difficult for people like me. I absolutely hate doing it. We have been doing a lot better at keeping things tidy and laundry clean and folded compared to the past, but that doesn't make it any easier for me.

My solution: have guests over as much as possible to force me to clean and a reason for me to recruit Darrel to help.

Hopefully we will develop better habits. I've heard that it only takes 21 days to form a habit, but how long does it take to break one that was created over 20 years ago???

Hindsite

2008-10-02T17:41:00.004-04:00

Darrel laughed at me last night as I was telling him what I "read" in the news. He said it sounded funny that I was 'reading' the news instead of watching the news. (We don't have cable or satellite, so my lifeline to the nation is through the internet).

Anyway, I digress. I called my dad this evening to discuss politics, mainly because he gives me a hard time about my presidential candidate (even though he is voting for the same group) and it gave me a chance to talk to him about things I found interesting. As I mentioned earlier, my lifeline is the internet and my favorite news group is the Fox News because they are less biased and more focused on facts than slander. I find it humerus that people will make up or support stories just to get their 15 seconds of media attention. Take Cynthia McKinney for example. She alleges that approximately 5000 prisoners were executed and their bodies dumped into the Gulf during the hurricane.

How ironic is it that people who hold or have held public office will get to their position by promising to serve their districts or regions and then when they are given support they decide to use the position for self gain. I presume all politicians do this to one extent or the other. And politicians are not the only group or societal body that make promises to supporters only to fulfil their own desires. You can see this in any elected office, private business, churches, and just people in general.

So the main reason for this post is that 2 years ago I was let go from my position at a privately owned small bank because I had made egotistical people mad by being honest. The person who ran all the in's and out's of the bank reminds me of one of the people I mentioned above. Darrel even told this person when I was let go that he would regret his decision. From what I have heard they have had to find 3 different people to fill the position I had in less than 2 years. I'm not implying that it is because they let me go that they are in this situation. (I think it is awfully hard to find someone to do the work I did for as little pay with all of the micromanaging and politicking the position entails. There were other reasons I'm sure such as being a mother and going to school which did not support their interests in the least bit.) However, as I was talking to my dad I made a comment about how I thought the bank would be hurting right now due to their high interest in Fannie Mae and Freddie Mac loans that they had been making. He said they were one of the top banks in the county with debt to liquidity ratios being over the 200 mark. I don't completely understand all this as I was never good with accounting but simply put, banks like to stay around 100 or less in this ratio. My previous employer is now around 200. I am certainly appreciative of being let go at a time when I could focus on finishing my 4 year degree and planning for the future. Now this company is carefully watching the bail-out negotiations and looking at having to let go of the business they pushed so hard to improve. That place was/is full of corruption and bad practices and I hope that the people that had jobs there have been able to find other work so that they too don't go down with the sinking ship.

On a different note, I am looking forward to the debate tonight. I feel that it will either be something full of scripted answers or true honest debating of the facts. As I get older I completely understand how important it is to have my voice be heard especially when we are looking at such a crisis with the economy and money mongers.

I hope that enough people will truly examine the facts and vote for the person they feel is best equipped for the most important leadership job in our nation. Maybe this debate won't be filled with the same remarks..."you are right senator"!

I am fortunate....

2008-09-30T19:54:00.002-04:00

Today has to have been one of the oddest days I have had in a long time. Let me give you a little background information...

Because of the economy being down (understatement) Club Car did away with 2nd shift and now has 1st shift employees on a rotation for 2nd shift hours one out of every 6 weeks. That means that Darrel doesn't get home until after bed time and we are here in the ghetto in the dark and me literally praying to God that he will come home soon. Needless to say I don't attempt to go to sleep until he is close to home and I have my phone preset to 911 in case something comes up.

Secondly, I currently have all of my treatment classes this semester which means I have to make at least 80% or above on every assignment or I have to undergo remediation (even though my grade does not change). I was unfortunate to have made below an 80 on my second test in adult evaluation and am studying to retake it on a week when I am responsible for just about everything morning to night. So just a bit of stress.

Last night Sara didn't sleep well (even though I was able to get her in bed and asleep before 9 which is a miracle in and of itself...but that is another topic for another time of venting) and I was up off and on all night playing musical beds.

So this afternoon my Dept Chair called me in her office. She asked if everything was ok. I said it was and she didn't believe me. So then I started telling her that I was just overwhelmed by everything and have been in a little funk, if you will, for the past couple of weeks. She said she could tell. Anyway this all occurred because I didn't joyfully say "Hi Dr Bradley" this morning and only said good morning. My reasoning was because she was with other faculty and I was running late (as usual) to my class.

Then I was called into another faculty members office but this time it was to get a heads up on my test that I have to retake. Instead of being 25 multiple choice questions it is 2 multiple choice and the remainder short answer/essay. Lovely:) I just smiled and said Thank you Dr.

Lastly, as I was finishing with my pediatric patient this afternoon another faculty member stopped me and asked if I was ok. So I had to give a short version of what I told the Dept Chair and reassure everyone that I AM OK!!!

My reasoning for the title of this entry is that I am glad that others care. As weird as it was that everyone asked me how I was, I truly feel as if it was an answer to a prayer to make me feel comforted. I know that other people are genuinely nice and take time to check on others. That is what we are taught to do. I am grateful to have other people take an interest in me and my well being. I feel as if my 'funk' is going away and I can be relieved that as long as I am trying my best and doing something to serve others then I to will be strengthened and edified.

Sara's First Primary Program

2008-09-28T21:55:00.002-04:00

Sara had her first primary program today. She was so excited about saying her line in the microphone!! We had been practicing it with her for over a month, but she finally memorized it the day before the program and was able to say the whole thing without much help from her teacher! I was so proud of her and the way she behaved on stage this morning. It makes me feel like we've been teaching her the correct ways to act and now she is able to practice what she's been taught!

A major thank you has to go out to her primary presidency for putting together such a fabulous program!

I can't wait to see how much she'll learn this upcoming year and how inspiring the next primary program will be!

Good night;)

Cheers!! To 5 years of bliss!

2008-09-27T16:29:00.002-04:00

Happy Anniversary to us!! We have made it five years!! I am so excited.

As big a milestone this is for us, this also means that Sara will be 4 soon! She is growing up so incredibly fast. We do hope to give her a sibling before she does apply for college;))

Anyway, my lovely husband surprised me with a digital video camera! This will come in quite handy as Sara grows up so that we can capture the special moments.

I guess this post is filled with pretty random stuff, mainly because I wish I was still taking a nap, and mainly because I am in awe with the many blessings that we've been given to get us where we are today. I never thought I would end up here! I am totally excited about graduating in the near future and being able to truly impact lives of all of my clients. I am thankful that Darrel finally started school and will be able to provide for us. I am thankful that we will be able to reach our goals of being debt free and self reliant due to our choices in careers. I know that Heavenly Father lives and knows our specific needs. I only hope we will be able to give back to others as people have given to us. I am grateful for our friends in the ward that have been excellent examples of faithful and humble servants of the Lord. I can only imagine what the next 5 years will be like....

Darrel's first quater at ATC

2008-09-22T16:17:00.002-04:00

Well....Darrel's first quarter of school at Augusta Tech has been stressful on everyone. Sara gets so confused as to where we are going or where Daddy is most of the time because he is either at work, school or scouts.

His grades are starting to come in and we have GREAT news about his Algebra Class!!!!! He really worked hard to overcome his "I can't do this crap" attitude and persevered. He made A's and B's on his tests and now he can finally congratulate himself for making an A in math!!

I am so proud of him and what he can do if he will put his mind to it. I am so excited and I when I told him what he made he kind of took a second to realize that he did it! I don't know if he is nearly as excited as I am, but in his own way he is pleased because he had an awesome teacher and a great learning experience. He still thinks math is stupid, especially when you put letters and logarithms in places, but he is on the right track to get his degree. What a glorious day it will be!!!

The Good, The Bad, and... the Miracle

2008-09-15T17:57:00.002-04:00

The Good
I was able to get my tooth fixed without too much trauma or loss of school

The Bad
It cost more money than I wanted to pay

The Miracle
Heavenly Father blessed me with an unexpected scholarship that covered all but $1 of the cost of the root canal. What a wonderful Miracle!! I thank Him everyday and every night for all that He has done for my family and me!!

Hunting Season

2008-09-13T13:26:00.004-04:00

Let me tell the world how much I LOVE hunting season.... If it weren't my husbands favorite thing to do in this whole wide world, and if it didn't help us (in a good season) with our budget, I would just about throw a tantrum!!! I don't know how my mom did it for all of those years. And at least she only had one basic season. Nowadays, I hardly get a weekend to enjoy my family without the pressure of preparing for or engaging in hunting. And it's not cheap!!

I think Sara and I will have a SPA season (which will take up the same amount of time and energy as hunting does) when I am out of school and we will have to enjoy it just as often. And when we do have another kid (hopefully a boy) then daddy will have to be in charge and can have a little buddy to tote around.

GRRRRRRRR.....

I do feel a little better getting this off my chest. Back to domesticated bliss;)))

How long will it take the world to realize the Church is true??

2008-09-11T18:08:00.003-04:00

So...we had a surprise guest speaker today in our Pediatric treatment class. She is a self-proclaimed expert in family and life management skills and has been teaching families and adults for about 25 years. At first I kind of doubted her expertise on the topic because so many people claim to be experts and don't really do anything but push their opinions and values onto you for a hefty fee. Anyway, it has been her experience that good families show respect to each other and especially give children respect (meaning dignity). They communicate, hold family meetings, value opinions of others....etc.

How long has the church counseled us to hold family home evenings, conduct individual interviews, respect and nurture our children, and openly communicate??? I know how long it took me to become converted to the gospel, and I am NOT saying that it is easy to do so when the world makes it so much easier not to believe. However, when experts can come out and state what we have known to be true for years, it makes me appreciate what I have been given.

I am very grateful for my small, growing testimony of the gospel and the church. I am even more grateful to be given such sound advice from our living prophet who leads and guides the church in this dispensation. I have many many things to work on to become a better parent, wife, and daughter of God. I have learned to communicate with my Heavenly Father through prayer and know that through Him all things are possible. My weaknesses will be made strengths if I desire for His will instead of my own. In the name of Jesus Christ, Amen.

The process of learning

2008-09-09T18:17:00.001-04:00

It is a million wonders why the brain works as effectively as it does. I am in the very beginning of all of my treatment classes, which means I have to score at the very least 80% or higher on every single assignment. And I have a pediatric patient that I treat once a week with some of my other classmates. I am just now understanding why some activities are used and the 'why?' that explains the purposed outcomes.

I still do not know where I will be in February, hopefully somewhere in Augusta, but no promises are made since my first choice rotation canceled. I do have the confidence that I will be able to evaluate and treat effectively. I feel as if my brain is on fire most of the day and then clouded in the evening from all of the stresses.

Darrel is almost finished with his classes for the quarter. I know Brenda will be pleased that he has a very high A in College Algebra, but mostly because she will not be on call Sunday nights for help with medical terminology;)) He is working so very hard and I am more excited to see him succeed than for me. I know in a few short years we will be back on our feet and able to provide for our family. But more than that, we will be doing what the Lord would have us to do by becoming self reliant and providing for our family.

We have been blessed by so many opportunities and people while being in Augusta. More than we even thought possible. I know more than ever that I am doing what the Lord has planned for me. I am grateful to be apart of His work and to be a Daughter of God. I have learned so much by humbling myself and following His will.

2008-09-09T18:14:00.001-04:00

The photographer had her spin so she could get a somewhat natural little girl pose. This one is precious

2008-09-09T18:11:00.001-04:00

This is my favorite picture of Sara! Can you believe she is almost 4 years old???!! Anyway I am just a proud mom and like to show her off;))

Our First Blog!

2008-09-08T17:23:00.001-04:00

I have decided to do this so everyone can keep in touch with what's going on in our family. Darrel is finishing his first quarter at Augusta Tech making fabulous grades. I'm so proud of him!! I have begun my last year in my program and am excited about January and Clinical Rotations. Hopefully May will be here before I realize it and we'll have a huge party!! (even though I don't finish until August)

Sara is doing remarkable in school. She is the oldest in her class this year as they didn't want to bump her up to Pre-K because she might struggle. Anyway she is writing her letters and finding the ABC's everywhere from bank signs to menus at restaurants. She is our pride and joy.

Check back for new posts!!